Bizarre Bazaar
earlier today my mom and i went to the annual bazarre in an exclusive subdivision in QC where you could buy GUESS, Lulu Castagnette & mossimo tops, Jeans and Bags for half the price, so as expected a lot of buyers came to take the opportunity to shop like crazy and spend as much as P15,000 (prices of tops range from P220-P380,bottoms P400-P700 and bags P500-P800) in one go.it was fun for someone like me who loves shopping. the worst thing that could ruin that lovely event was the organizers, they did not plan the event properly, it was so confusing for everyone that were there,the venue was too small (as in.) compared to the huge crowd that gathered, the lines were so confusing and super long and nobody knew where to get the receipts and from whome to get one. they were super short in manpower and to top it all off the cashier on my lane was slow as in slow.
we arrived at the venue around 10 am, we got out around 2:30 in the afternoon. 4hrs 30 minutes and 50% of that was spent in line waiting for my number to be called. And tomorrow i shalll return to buy the bag i was supposed to buy. ^_^;
depression #2
when the illusion starts to fade and reality is slowly coming back,
will you be able to live of the lies that you try to tell yourself? so that you could function for the day
and just as the day ends you give a sigh of relief. happy that you made it through the day as a “normal” human being.
then a new fear comes, fear of going back to the lonely place you call home
Night Time
at last i have another project and it so happens its my fave ic. and this time i can handle myself much better because i had a lot of time to asses what causes my “crying spells ” so i know what to do this time
meditation 1
currently contemplating on the existence of my split personalities….
cogito ergo deleo, i think therefore i’ …
cogito ergo deleo, i think therefore i’m depressed, yan ang nangyayari kapag wala akong ginagawa
Ang Tsinelas
kanina sa sakayan ng city hall sa tapat ng Quezon Memorial Circle habang nagiintay sa jeep ay may dumaan na isang bata na siguro ay nasa ede 11-13 yrs old at napahinto siya sa isang lalaking nagtitinda ng mga tsinelas sa kawalan ng magagawa habang nagiintay ay naisipan ko nalang na obserbahan kung ano ang gagawin ng bata… nagtanong ang bata ”kuya, magkano po dito?” sabay turo sa isang pares ng tsinelas na kulay blue at red. tuloy napating ako sa mga paa ng batang lalaki, at ang suot niyang mga tsinelas ay pudpud na sa sobrang paggamit. sa sobrang ingay ng paligid ay hindi ko na masyaado narinig ang sagot ng lalaking nagtitinda na abalang abala na nagliligpit ng kanyang paninda. tumingin tingin ang bata at nagsukat ng mga dalawang pares ng tsinelas at di nagtagal ay umalis na din.
naisip ko tuloy na madaming tao (kasama na ako) ang hindi makontento sa kung ano man ang meron sila at naghahangad pa ng kung ano anong mga bagay na hindi naman nila talaga kailangan. kaya nga nang malapit na sa SM North ang jeep na aking sinasakyan ay naisip ko na dapat matuto na ako makuntento sa mga bagay na meron ako at matuto na mapasalamat sa lahat ng blessings na binibigay ni God sa akin at sa aking pamilya araw araw.
depression #1
when will this shadow of sadness stay ?
feelings of incompetence and hoplessness
is starting to eat me alive
slowly disintegrating,vanishing into nothing
i wish i could redeem myself from the way i acted,
so stupid and immature, unbecoming of my profession.
Your Vampire Name (Girls)
| Your Vampire Name (Girls) |
Rosaleen “beautiful rose”
 You are quite and you seem to flow into the room with a sort of eloquence. You don’t really seek attention but somehow it seems to follow you. You also have that sort of innocence about you that attracts men like a moth to a flame. You are very smart but not always with your emotions which seem to burst out of no where from time to time. You are very beautiful physically as well as internally just like the rose. |
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shakugan no shana season 3
tonight will be the final episode of shakugan no shana season 2 on animax and i’m already waiting for a season 3…did some digging and here’s what i found
http://anime-comments.blogspot.com/2009/06/shakugan-no-shana-season-3-is-confirmed.html
cheers!!
long live shakugan no shana! ^_^
